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     A fool shows his annoyance at once, but a prudent man overlooks an insult. Proverbs 12:16

     Jesus, of all the prayer-worthy things I can think of, “annoyance” has never made it onto my supplication list… until now. Though the pastoral pestering of your Spirit, I see and grieve that I’m too easily annoyed. Have mercy on me, Prince of Peace. Free my foolish fretful fitful spirit. How can I possibly reveal the magnificence of the gospel when I’m showcasing the arrogance of my annoyance?

     I’m annoyed by the guy that races me when two lanes are becoming one. I’m annoyed when the bar-code reading machines in the self-check-out lanes can’t read my items. I’m annoyed when the gas pump trickles way too slowly. I’m annoyed by waiters that fish for a bigger tip. I’m annoyed by fish that won’t bite. I’m annoyed by humidity when I want to jog.

     I’m annoyed by low talkers and loud talkers. I’m annoyed at people easily annoyed. I’m annoyed when there’s not enough milk for a late night bowl of cereal. I’m annoyed when I have to repeat myself. I’m annoyed at whiners, so much that I start whining. I’m annoyed at people preening in front of mirrors at the YMCA, as though I never peak. I annoyed when people use way too many words and way too big of words to say something way simple, as though that’s not me…

     I’m annoyed at ever having to wait in line for anything. I’m annoyed by the color “orange.” I’m annoyed at any box that has the words “requires some assembly” written on it. Oh, Jesus, if only those were the only things that annoyed me…

     My prayer? Gentle my heart with your kindness and grace. Grant me much quicker repentances. Help me to slow… way… down. Help me to live in the moment and not simply live to get somewhere on time or get something done. Let me see people with your eyes and respond to them with your heart. There are no ordinary people around me. Everybody matters. Everybody has stories of heartache, foolishness, fear, and longing, just like me. Jesus, thank you that you died for all of my sins, including my “annoyability.”  I love being loved by you. I have no greater hope than knowing one day I will love like you love. So very Amen, I pray, in your gracious and patient name.

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