In bringing New City and Coral Ridge together as one new church, God has turned my life upside down over the last 5 months. And for those who know me well, that means I’m uncomfortable.
You see, I hate change. I’m a creature of habit. I love getting into a routine and staying there. That’s one reason I hate travelling–it takes me out of my daily routine. I eat the same thing for breakfast every morning. I drive the same roads every day. I basically eat the same thing for lunch every afternoon and I go to bed at the same time every night. I have my excercise routine down pat and I hate when it is interrupted. I like being around the same people and doing the same things. I like my “stuff” where it is and if it is moved around, it frustrates me (yes, even my worship times and Sunday School classes). Why? Because I hate change. In fact, you could say, I’m most comfortable when things remain the same for me–when things aren’t changing. And that’s why God had other plans for me–and for you.
As God has reminded me over the last few months, he never uses people who love safety over sacrifice. God has painfully reminded me that he sidelines people who hate change because they love comfort. So if I want to be used by God to do great things for his name, I better get used to change.
C.S. Lewis said, “Change is never complete, and change never ceases. Nothing is ever quite finished with; it may always begin over again. And nothing is quite new…it was always somehow anticipated or prepared for.”
My former preaching professor at Reformed Theological Semianry in Orlando, Steve Brown, recently wrote:
God never tells us where he is going to lead us. That is sometimes confusing and scary. I would never have followed Jesus this far if he had told me what was going to happen. Maybe that’s the reason he doesn’t tell us. When going into battle, Marshall Ney would look at his shaking knees and say, “Shake will you? You would shake even more if you knew where I was taking you today.”
But I’m learning that with every change, every turn in the road and every shaking of the foundations, he is sufficient, he was there first and it’s okay.
One other thing I’m learning is that change is God’s methodology for growth, hope, blessing and ultimate victory.
When Jesus prepared to do a “new thing” and create a “new people,” he talked about the danger of putting new wine into old wineskins (Mark 2:22). And the Bible is replete with “happy endings”…a new name, a new body, a new song. You can’t get there from here without some significant change.
This gives me great comfort because real Christian growth involves change. It involves sacrifice–laying my life down for others (my preferences, my routine, my stuff–my, my, my) because Christ laid his life down for me (1 John 3:16-18).
Here’s the bottom line: I want to be a big Christian, and I want you to be a big Christian. I want to be a God-drenched man. And I want Coral Ridge to be filled with God-drenched people. I want every part of our one new church to be devoted to God and his unfashionable ways. I don’t want us to be lovers of comfort, lovers of self, and haters of change. Because God doesn’t want us to be lovers of comfort, lovers of self, and haters of change.
I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to play around with my life. I want to “leave it all out on the field” for Christ’s sake. I don’t want to be a mile wide and an inch deep, spiritually. I want to have a God-given, uncommon valor to follow God’s lead and do God’s will. I want to live my life, as the Puritans used to say, before “an audience of One.”
But you know what this means? You guessed it. It means I have to be willing to embrace change. I know that’s hard for me–and I know that’s probably hard for you. But, while following God’s lead is never safe, it is always good. And that’s good enough for me.
So, will you be willing to change with me? Please? After all, misery loves company!