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On To The Next One…

Posted By Tullian Tchividjian On January 1, 2013 @ 9:38 am In Uncategorized | 11 Comments

[1]Today is the very first day of a brand new year. And for many that means a fresh start.

This is the year. It all starts now. We resolve to turn over a new leaf–and this time we’re serious. This time we’re really going to try, we’re not going to quit. We promise ourselves that we’re going to quit bad habits and start good ones. We’re going to get in shape, eat better, lust less, waste less time, be more content, more disciplined, more intentional. We’re going to be better husbands, wives, fathers, mothers. We’re going to pray more, serve more, plan more, give more, read more, and memorize more Bible verses. We’re going to finally be all that we can be. No more messing around.

Well…I say try. Seriously, try. You might make some great strides this year. I’m hoping to. There are a lot of improvements I’m hoping to make over the next 12 months. But don’t be surprised a year from now when you realize that you’ve fallen short…again.

For those who try and try, year after year, again and again, to get better and better, only to take three steps forward then two steps back, one step forward then three steps back…I have good news for you: you’re in good company!

My friend Jean Larroux sent me this powerful illustration that he got from Jack Miller.

Miller recounts the valiant efforts of Samuel Johnson (a literary giant of the 18th century) to fight sloth and to get up early in the morning to pray. Taken from Johnson’s diary and prayer journal, Jack gives us a record–through the years–of Johnson’s life-long resolutions, failures, and frustrations:

1738: He wrote, “Oh Lord, enable me to redeem the time which I have spent in sloth.”

1757: (19 years later) “Oh mighty God, enable me to shake off sloth and redeem the time misspent in idleness and sin by diligent application of the days yet remaining.”

1759: (2 years later) “Enable me to shake off idleness and sloth.”

1761: “I have resolved until I have resolved that I am afraid to resolve again.”

1764: “My indolence since my last reception of the sacrament has sunk into grossest sluggishness. My purpose is from this time to avoid idleness and to rise early.”

1764: (5 months later) He resolves to rise early, “not later than 6 if I can.”

1765: “I purpose to rise at 8 because, though, I shall not rise early it will be much earlier than I now rise for I often lie until 2.”

1769: “I am not yet in a state to form any resolutions. I purpose and hope to rise early in the morning, by 8, and by degrees, at 6.”

1775: “When I look back upon resolution of improvement and amendments which have, year after year, been made and broken, why do I yet try to resolve again? I try because reformation is necessary and despair is criminal.” He resolves again to rise at 8.

1781: (3 years before his death) “I will not despair, help me, help me, oh my God.” He resolves to rise at 8 or sooner to avoid idleness.

[2]I love the never-quit effort of Johnson. What he chronicles sounds so much like me over the years. Try and fail. Fail then try. Try and succeed. Succeed then fail. Two steps forward. One step back. One step forward. Three steps back. Every year I get better at some things, worse at others. For example, this past year I’ve become a lot slower to “make my point” in conversations with my wife–I listen more and talk less (one step forward). I let things go more quickly, criticism doesn’t cripple me as much, and I’m actually becoming more patient with people–I’m trusting God more (cha-ching, cha-ching). But, due to some relationally painful situations this past year, I’ve also become more closed off to people in order to protect myself (one step back). More than ever, I’ve tended toward relational distance–I trust people less (gong! gong!).

To complicate matters even more, when I honestly acknowledge the ways I’ve gotten worse, it’s actually a sign that I may be getting better. And when I become proud of the ways I’ve gotten better, it’s actually a sign that I’ve gotten worse. And round and round we go. Furthermore, no matter how hard I try, I still get frustrated by the same things that frustrated me 20 years ago: traffic jams, unexpected interruptions, long lines, feeling misunderstood, people who “play it safe”, and so on and so forth. You get the idea. In some ways we get better. In some ways we get worse. And in other ways we basically stay the same.

What I’m most deeply grateful for (as was Johnson) is that God’s love for me, approval of me, and commitment to me does not ride on my resolve but on Jesus’ resolve for me. The gospel is the good news announcing Jesus’ infallible devotion to us in spite of our inconsistent devotion to him. The gospel is not a command to hang onto Jesus. Rather, it’s a promise that no matter how weak and unsuccessful your faith and efforts may be, God is always holding on to you. The glory of a new year (and of every year) is the chronicling of God’s successes perfectly meeting my failures.

It’s ironically comforting to me as this new year gets under way that I am weak and He is strong–that while my love for Jesus will continue to fall short, Jesus’ love for me will never fall short. For, as Mark Twain said, “Heaven goes by favor. If it went by merit, your dog would get in and you would stay out.”

Thank God!

Happy New Year!

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11 Comments To "On To The Next One…"

#1 Comment By Cookie Groover On January 1, 2013 @ 12:27 pm

Jesus says HE is the Truth…And the truth sets us FREE! Happy New Year Everyone…Here’s to freedom IN CHRIST… :)

#2 Comment By Cornell Ngare On January 1, 2013 @ 2:28 pm


ION, I kept looking out for any reference to the Jay Z cover used on this post. Talk about being distracted :)

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#4 Comment By Todd Van Voorst On January 2, 2013 @ 10:24 am

this year i resolve to be better at going back to the Gospel.

i will fail at this.

praise God for His merciful grace in Christ Jesus on our behalf!


#5 Comment By Angela On January 2, 2013 @ 10:50 am

Thank you for the great reminder! When we look at ourselves and our dismal progress we can become so discouraged. Praise God that it doesn’t rely on our efforts or improvement, but only on Christ!

#6 Comment By Rick Owen On January 2, 2013 @ 11:07 am

Amen! The focus of one of my favorite hymns: FAITH REVIVING (or “From Whence This Fear and Unbelief”), introduced to me by J. I. Packer over 30 years ago.


#7 Comment By G & N On January 2, 2013 @ 12:40 pm


beautiful article to bring in the New Year. Those last 2-3 paras so capture the encouraging & perfect love of God for us, in Christ. Grace is a reminder that God holds onto us all the time.


#8 Comment By Wendy On January 2, 2013 @ 12:40 pm

AMEN!! Praise God! I so needed this. Thank you brother.

#9 Comment By Aimee Byrd On January 2, 2013 @ 1:46 pm

This is so encouraging, as we make resolutions we cannot focus on the “all this we will do,” but on the “all that Christ has done for us.” He is faithful.

#10 Comment By John Dunn On January 2, 2013 @ 5:34 pm

The true progress of Gospel-centered sanctification is not better doing, but better believing.
Not better seeing with the eyes, but better faith-vision.
Not better earthly attainments, but better aprehension of heavenly realities.
Not better self-realization, but better Christ-exaltation.
Not better me, but more of Christ-in-me.
Not better introspection/self-examination, but better love for God and others.
Not fuller code-obedience, but being filled with the Spirit.

Lord, increase my faith, make me to see Jesus in ever greater degrees of glory!

#11 Comment By bruce mercer On January 2, 2013 @ 8:34 pm

how awesome is the unchanging of Abba’s love for us. thanks for the message. we all have sin that so EASILY besets us

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