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Sinner’s Creed

Scott Stapp | Review by: Ted Kluck



Scott Stapp. Sinners Creed. Carol Stream, IL: Tyndale House, 2012. 320 pp. $24.99.

When an editor at The Gospel Coalition e-mailed to see if Id be willing to review a book by Creed frontman Scott Stapp, I replied, deadpan, “Youd better offer this to Don Carson first. This kind of thing might be right up his alley.” He didn't respond . . . not even a perfunctory, “Ha ha.” Anyway. 

The fact that TGC readers normally wouldnt touch anything as potentially cheesy as a 1990s rock stars autobiography, of course, made me really want to do it. Most Famous Person autobiographies are either (a) so self-congratulatory, (b) so shallow, or (c) so obviously not at all written by the famous person himself as to be pretty much useless. This book, refreshingly, is none of these things. I think Stapp is humble, engages in real theological thinking, and was actually pretty involved in the writing of his own book. Sinners Creed is essentially the story of the Holy Spirit’s conviction of sin, a mans confession, and his walking a long, courageous road of repentance. This man just happens to be famous. 

Admission: I make part of my living ghostwriting Famous Person books and it remains, to me, one of the most seductive (Famous People are interesting), practical (making a living is important), and infinitely frustrating things a writer can do. While an author approaches writing as a mostly artistic endeavor, Famous People usually approach it with different motives. Also, most Famous People, since theyre wealthy and have been fawned over much of their lives, operate under the mistaken premise that they can do everything well (especially write). All that to say, Stapps ghost did a really nice job with this one. And it helped that Stapp was actually willing to say interesting things. 

Its easy to go through life as a Famous Person—especially a Christian Famous Person—assuming your motives are only pure. This is the reason many Christian Famous People are semi-insufferable to be around. They can sometimes lack the kind of humility that lives out the basic premise of the gospel: were all sinners who fall short of the glory of God. Theres rarely enough of the attitude expressed by Paul at the end of Romans 7, who writes, “Im a wretched sinner . . . who will save me from this body of death?” 

Stapps book, refreshingly, embraces this attitude. 

Sure, there are the usual Famous Person indulgences. The section about what a tremendous athlete Stapp was as a kid was a little too long, and there many be a few too many stunning pictures of Stapp soaking wet onstage or on the beach with his beautiful family (there are 16 pages of photos). But this is really a story about the tension between legalism and license, and the story starts with Stapps personal rock bottom: falling off a South Beach balcony in a drug-induced paranoid haze a few years ago, and almost dying. Amazingly, the rapper T.I., who was in the suite below, found Stapp and saved his life. You couldnt make this stuff up. 

All Things, All People

Stapp, who was an exceptionally talented kid in and out of the classroom, grew up “wanting to be a superhero” and “wanting to be bigger than Elvis” so that he could be all things to all people. He wanted to make his divorced mom happy. He wanted to take care of everyone all the time. For me, as a man, this was an imminently understandable feeling. Stapp, however, got used to being everyones idol until he needed to be everyone’s idol, to the point where he’d replaced God on the throne. Again, I can relate to this as a man because its the insidiousness of sin, couched in the kind of ambition society loves. 

Stapp also grew up in what can only be described as a legalistic, semi-crazy abusive home environment where he was physically punished for everything from getting a “B” in school to not brushing his teeth right to listening to a song with the electric guitar in it. It was your garden-variety kooky legalistic upbringing, and Stapp does a great job of bringing out the hopelessness in this mindset—the idea that if you cant be perfect (and nobody can), you might as well fail big. For him, there was no middle ground between extreme legalism and extreme license.

For those of us who grew up evangelical and were educated in small evangelical colleges (Stapp got kicked out of Lee University), there is an eerie relatability to all of it—the hypocrisy (both real and perceived) and the reality that parents and authority figures didnt necessarily have it more put together than anyone else.

Note About Writing Memoir

It’s hard to write memoir, primarily because you’re writing about real people who exist in real life and have real feelings—in this case, Stapps biological father and stepfather, an unscrupulous manager, bandmates, ex-bandmates, ex-girlfriends, an ex-wife, and a current wife. That said, its a courageous thing to do, especially as a people-pleaser, knowing youre probably going to make a lot of those people mad. Kudos to Stapp for coming real and refusing to sugarcoat.

Stapp makes perhaps his most profound point in the middle of his narrative on Creeds ascension. He reflects, “I didnt have the wisdom to see how an already big ego, made massive by the joyride of rock and roll, could do me in. And it wasnt even the partying—yet. It was the false sense that I couldnt fail.” 

He later writes, “I was bathing in my glory. You work hard, you put up with rejection, you live with frustration, and then when you finally reach the top you want to take a couple of victory laps. You want to strut. Thats only natural. But what happens when you confuse yourself—your talent, your your charisma, your creativity—with God?” 

Stapp writes deftly about his depression without absolving himself of, as he puts it, “my willing participation in all the toxicity.” He says, “Id disgraced myself and the God I claimed to serve,” then recounts the time he took two machine guns and shot up his mansion in Orlando (see: not able to make this stuff up). 

Pehaps the most interesting thing about Sinners Creed is the stark portrayal of fame. Stapp makes it look awful, which, I think, is the point. His bandmates were jealous of his fame. I know what this feels like; Ive been jealous of my friends’ fame too, and have needed to confess it. His parents wanted his money. Again, I know what it feels like to want and need money. It’s easy to think nobody can relate to a book about a rockstar, but I think its impossible not to. We live in a society where everybody wants to feel like a rock star, which is why we need books like this. 

At one point, strung out on drugs, bled dry by his manager, and abandoned by his bandmates, Stapp says he was left with “only [his son] Jagger and God.” 

So Whats in This for Pastors?

I was talking with a kid recently who said, “Im thinking about going to seminary, but its not like I want to be one of those famous pastors.” I was taken aback. First, he made it sound like getting famous was like falling off a log. As someone who has scratched and clawed for even a taste of minor, basement-level literary fame, and then been almost completely negatively consumed by even the tiny hit I got of it, I was offended that this kid thought he could just walk into fame. But then I was saddened that fame is even a part of everyday conversations for kids considering ministry. Perhaps what Stapp does best is relate the dangers of chasing fame, having fame, and losing fame—the fruit of self-idolatry resulting in compromised relationships. Dont think this doesnt happen on even the smallest levels. It does. 

If youre reading this website, more than likely youre a pastor, youre in seminary, or youre the kind of layperson who has the time and inclination to seek out stuff like this. You probably think, Ill never be famous. But I bet youve thought about it. Be honest: I bet youve at least thought about how fresh it would be to write a TGC article, to see your name on the front page and get lots of comments, or to be asked to speak on the sub-sub-substage at the next big conference. I know I have, and Im not even a pastor. 

I started this review with a joke, but the book was anything but. Fact of the matter is, I really loved it. It’s hopeful. It shows me sin and led me to the cross. Stapp could have done a whole lot worse. 

Sinners Creed ends with Stapp revisiting rock-bottom. He writes, “I’ve come to see sin as separation from God. In that respect, Ive been a lifelong sinner. . . . At the same time, sin is not the end of my story. I believe with all my heart that the living Christ, whom I love deeply, stays steady. He is there whenever we call him.”

Ted Kluck is the award-winning author of several books on topics ranging from Mike Tyson to the Emergent Church. Visit him online at www.tedkluck.com 



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