“I say to myself, ‘The LORD is my portion—(my inheritance, treasure, ‘portfolio,’ and future); therefore, I will hope in him—(in who God is, not in what I have)!’” “I’ve learned to be content in every situation—in want and wealth, in leanness and muchness, in a pup tent or a penthouse.” (Phil.4:11-12). “A tranquil heart gives life to the flesh” (Prov.14:30).
Dear Jesus—how much would having “a tranquil heart” cost us? That’s a really good question, because every day we show what we’re willing to pay for one by our drivenness, fears, busyness, stressed relationships, and inability to rest.
We foolishly think a day is a coming when we’ll kick back and say to ourselves: “My friend, you have enough stored away for years to come. Now take it easy! Eat, drink, and be merry!”’ (Lk.12:19). The problem is that illusive category of “have enough” is ever changing. “Enough” becomes more, a little more, maybe just a little more.
Jesus, what must you do in our lives for us to really believe: All we need—in life and in death, is you, plus what you chose to give us? How do you become our whole inheritance, not just one among our many treasures? By your kindness and providence, keep showing us how our drivenness and restlessness are leading to shallow hearts, superficial relationships, and soul-depletion.
You put this question “on the table” a long time ago: “What’s the profit margin of gaining the world and losing your soul?” (Mk.8:36). Jesus, we want to say and mean with Paul, “Christ is now my life and death has become my gain” (Phil.1:21). You’re worthy of a lot more than simply being the opening and closing prayer of our days. So Very Amen.
